everyday, things seem to be more complicated. and yet he still can't choose. truthfully, i don't know whether i want him to choose between us. I'm really afraid that it's not me and I would lose him. *sigh* almost at night, i would be crying and thinking why this have to happen? As days passed, my feelings for him gets deeper and deeper .. my wanting of him to be mine gets stronger and stronger. I know i'm being unfair with this, yet, I don't know how to stop this thing. That's why I have decided myself, that I'll just wait for him. I don't know till when can i hold on. I will just wait for him until the day comes that I already can't.
