♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 6:03 PM
`ARE THESE REALLY THE ANSWERS?
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FULL. I'm almost so full of it. The answers to my questions somehow "came" today. My questions to his sudden change of behavior towards me, his question last night - are almost answered. This afternoon, I really felt like going to him and telling him that I really don't want this anymore but my friend stopped me and told me to think it over thoroughly.
I really cried in front of my friend because of what I knew. Cried. Cried while she/he was wiping my tears. Cried . (now still crying). I don't really know how to say it to him. I can't talk to him today so I just avoided him. I was also afraid that I may just burst in tears in front of him (which I know he would not like). *sigh* This is the feeling that I do not want to continue anymore because I felt this before. It's really hurting. so hurting.
Until now, I don't know how am I going to say these things to him. I'm afraid that he'll say the things that would hurt me even more ... will make me cry again ...
